Monday, 7 September 2026

Shadows - the noir project




Do you know the world is a foul sty? Do you know if you ripped the fronts off houses you'd find swine? The world's a hell. What does it matter what happens in it? - Shadow Of A Doubt, 1943

The Shadows project continues. I try different techniques, styles, approaches...looking for not only one but possibly two or three that will work to my satisfaction. This is personal, I told myself the other day. It's personal in that it's taken so long to come to fruition; I've lived with it for a long time. 

More than that, it's personal because although it will appear in printed form and be available to purchase I know it won't have much appeal to anyone. It'll be even harder to sell than visual poetry. Why? because it will be something other than visual poetry, yet include elements of it. It will be something other than a comic, ie a narrative told in pictorial/text sequences, although it will naturally have a sequence of my own making which, perhaps, only I will partly understand.

The lack of conclusion in the 'story' will mirror its contents. There will be no neat ending. How can the mystery end? Because...


If, as is often suggested, we make art first and foremost for ourselves, Shadows represents that idea totally. If only I feel a real sense of satisfaction when it is printed, so be it. It would please me greatly though, of course, should anyone buy it and get something from it. 

TTFN!

 

Tuesday, 1 September 2026

The Shadows Comic Book Project (influences & inspirations) / Spillane - John Zorn

 


The Shadows project is under way, at last. I'm working with the texts I started to create in 2009. Yes, you read that right, 2009! As a totality, they form an assemblage/collage/cut-ups of various texts. You can imagine the problem(s) - where it ends (does it have an ending?) - how to end it - how to make them form something like a 'story'. That was the biggest challenge, namely; should it even be a story? Did William Burroughs worry about that when he assembled his cut-up 'novels' of the early 60s? I doubt it. Mind you, I have tried not to go too far down that particular route of literary dead (end) roads. 

Here I've posted some key influences/inspirations. Initially I saw it as a booklet but have since decided to make it a 'comic'. What is a comic anyway? A collection of sequential art. Right? Perhaps it won't be a comic in the normal sense then, if there is a normal comic since...when? The 60s underground comix? They at least, despite the radical nature of the content, followed a more or less traditional panel format. many comics have since broken the old form. I don't know the extent to which mine will, but suffice to say, yes, there will be panels, but also, I may break up that idea too.

You can tell it's a work in progress. I am still playing with presentation ideas and techniques. meanwhile, here's a list of inspirations/influences:

Sin City by Frank Miller (party for the visuals, also the noir aspect)
Hardboiled literature (pulp fiction, Chandler/Hammett etc)
Film noir (the mood, ideas/visuals)
Pulp sci-fi
John Zorn's incredible Spillane homage and The Bribe album
Elmer Bernstein (big, brassy mood music made for menacing action!)
Las Vegas grind (for the sleaze)

You get the idea. So visual poetry takes a back seat but has not been abandoned completely. I'll be turning to the Olympia and rattling off some typed work as and when I feel I need a break from inhabiting the Shadows. 

Thanks for calling in - TTFN! Do check out Spillane at the bottom of the page - a masterpiece!






Sunday, 23 August 2026

Vispo: Ruler Of The Word / Happy accident - chance in art & the child-mind

 


Whilst trying to tidy up the papers on my table this morning I came across a sheet that I had printed on with a view to typing over but somehow I had spilt water on it, creating lines where the liquid had coursed its way through the print, leaving yellow/greenish trails. After initially cursing the spoilt paper I decided to add to the effect by trailing more water over it. I was going to just type on that but hit on the idea of using a children's illustration from Mental and Scholastic Tests by Cyril Burt (yes, it's funny, the kinds of books I've collected). This naturally suggested a kind of joyful abandon, as children's drawings do; free from adult self-consciousness and restraint. I tried to type in the same spirit, allowing for the fact that I'm a long way from my childhood. Whilst doing so, it occurred to me that I nearly always type like that anyway! 

Of course, being an adult who, by now, has typed many times in the name of visual poetry, I couldn't help but try to create some 'sense' to the picture, hence the pile of letters the figure stands on and the idea that they are dropping more letters at their feet. Oh well, it goes to show, you can never fully regain the child-mind.


Sunday, 9 August 2026

Vispo print: Mindswap / Shadows - a science-fiction collage novel - excerpt / Spider-Man by John Byrne & Spidey vibes by Freddie McCoy + Bobby Hutcherson

Mindswap, RTomens, 2026

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Shadows (excerpt)

Pale shades of evening...naïve, twitching, tottering citizens animated by the profound and the puerile...jerky shadows...the procession of twisted corpses...strange beings damned alive...all must endure in the grave city.

   Tongues are heard far away in the universe...
   Time and space devour the damned...cold stars flash mechanically...
   From the shores of death....I am the dagger and the wound... 
   Abstract thoughts...turning the individual...influencing a person's behaviour. 
   Past forms are charged with madness, the poison flows...a sad tomorrow...perceptions of reality continue to influence a person's attitudes...victims and executioners meet memories of the past...

Feet scurried in the yard.  I held my gun steady, barrel pointing up toward the sky. I could see a single star above.  Suddenly a gaunt yellow face hid the star from my view. The face started to shout and I fired. The face disintegrated and I jumped straight up, put a foot on the edge of the can and vaulted over.
   A chorus of shrill yells came from various parts of the yard. Flashlight beams flitted about. I stepped over the body of the Chinaman who lay alongside the garbage can and darted across the yard. From the window above, Foh Shen-Li shouted in shrill sing-song dialect, “Shoot! Shoot now! He must not escape!”
   I swung my gun up and took a pot-shot at the sound of  Shen-Li’s voice but missed because wood splintered the framework of the window up there.
   Lead winged past me. One slug tore at my sleeve but I reached the fence unwounded. 
   A dark shape hurtled at me and I straight-armed that shape with the hand that held the gun. The shape yelped and collapsed.
   I hoisted myself up on a garbage can alongside the fence and jumped. Shouts rose to a tumultuous crescendo behind me; a gun barked from the window above and just at that moment my foot caught on a projecting nail as I was clearing the fence. My arms went out wildly into the air and I hurtled over into the next yard. I landed heavily on concrete, the breath knocked out of me for the second. Then I got up and felt about for my gun which I had dropped when I fell, picked it up, and sped away through the yard, down an alley...

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Spider-Man and Havoc 205, 1987




When I came across vibraphonist Freddie McCoy's Spider Man album from 1966 I thought it must have been to cash in on the TV series but that didn't debut until '67 so we can only assume that Freddie was simply a fan of Marvel comics and Spider Man in particular. Either way, arch publicist Stan Lee must have loved the fact that Spidey graced an album sleeve and a Jazz one at that. I wonder what the artist, Steve Ditko, thought. Not that Freddie exactly oozes Jazz chops on this album. It's a lightweight affair, aimed at who, I don't know. The tracks are all brief, having little space for anyone to do much more that briefly solo before returning to the tune. Bachelor pad music, perhaps.


I did warn you; Bobby Hutcherson, it isn't, although I could imagine it going down well in the kinds of Jazz clubs I went to in 80s Soho. This is Bobby Hutcherson...


TTFN

Wednesday, 5 August 2026

Funky Flashman, Mister Miracle, Jack Kirby / Art is the drug / The Mental Ratio altered book?

 Jack Kirby

The 'song in my blood' every morning says "Work, Robin! Work and be productive!" So I do, most mornings. Whether it's become just a habit or is an actual drive is debatable. Is it a drug? I need my fix! Like any addiction, I can get moody without having had the fix. 

Now that I'm retired I have the luxury of being able to make art every day. Once upon a time I dreamt of not having to go to work. For a few years on the dole I didn't go to work. I did some DJ-ing, but can't remember how else I used all that time. Listening to music, making some art, I suppose.

Here's something I did this morning. Having done a couple from the same book and laid them on the actual book, opened, they looked good, as if the whole hardback book was filled with them. So that prompted me to consider actually making an 'altered' book by typing on enough pages to repaste them back in as a whole work. I might do that. 





TTFN

Tuesday, 4 August 2026

Vispo: The Problems Investigated / Imperfect images / Keeping it real (art on paper)

 

The Problems Investigated, RTomens, 2026

Perhaps imperfection is good even with respect to presenting artwork? Surely not. But yes, I have to convince myself it is so because my printer is kaput, which means no scanner either, which means you will have to make do with photos of my work for a while. So I look at a scanner, darkly, having shaken it about, sworn a lot and almost reached for the hammer. 

Presenting my work as an imperfect photo takes some getting used to but there is something about it that's good in another way. It's more 'real', yes? You can see that it's not a digital creation. You can see how it almost becomes shaded in the lower third. The left side edge also has a clearly visible shadow where it rises from the paper it's laid on. 

These days perhaps photographing work to put it online is the only way to prove it's physical existence, as opposed to it's digital one. Not that this should matter, really, yet the 'real' as it was before computers still has an allure, for me at least. Why? It's a very real memory, an attachment to times when everything was on paper. The other day as I walked through the very much developed King's Cross area I noted the very few old buildings left in tact near St Pancras Station. They sparked memories of going to the area to get my fanzine Xeroxed. It was a community facility, therefore very cheap. Sometimes Mark Pawson would be there. Or Stewart Home. 



That was the early 90s. Feels like a lifetime ago. For you, perhaps it's more than an actual lifetime ago. Memories now don't so much stack up as form a misty whirlwind of images which come in and go out of focus. Attaching dates to them becomes almost impossible. I've often considered what it would be like to be a witness in a murder case and have to recall what I was doing on a certain day. We've all seen films where witnesses are regarded with suspicion when they can't exactly remember their actions. Trust me, as you age, you can sympathise. I would struggle to remember what I was doing last Tuesday, never mind months ago.

I deliberately made a smaller piece in the form of The Problems Investigated because I thought it would be easier to photograph. Tomorrow I may try A4 size. The issue is trying to avoid too much blurring from camera shake, of course. 

Must go now because I'm still working on the poster for the upcoming William Burroughs 3-day event. I thought it was done but one of the organisers decided to make actual posters rather than just a image for online use, so problems ensued regarding the quality of the image for enlarging. Yes, sometimes work on paper can be a pain in the arse!

TTFN!

Monday, 3 August 2026

Vispo / Ambiguity, art and pure vispo

 

untitled, RTomens, 2026

This piece is untitled because I couldn't actually engage my brain in order to create one - too hot - and the heat-induced lethargy strikes again, from the brain to the bottom of my body, to the end, the toes I think they're called. A long hot summer here in the UK. I played with carbon paper to get the blue letters in 'untitled'. It's a messy exercise since the thin paper easily crumples and catches when moving the carriage. 

I don't know if I really like the result but...then again, being ambiguous about a creation is OK. Certainty is such a bore, darling! Sometimes I definitely do not like what I've done. In ambiguity there is...a mystery, in a way. The ambiguous zone is not clearly defined. It's the suburbs of creation, having no definite border. It's uncertainty which sparks not only doubts but questions regarding the very meaning of 'good' and 'bad', 'successful' and 'unsuccessful'. My 'good' may be one viewer's bad. My doubts may not exist in a viewer's mind. They clearly recognise it as either 'good' or'bad'. 

There's always 'mediocre', of course. Perhaps mediocre is the worst of outcomes. It's related to bland and average and no-one wants to be associated with them. They're the dull kid at school who was neither hip nor totally square. They just were, with their harmless haircut and sensible shoes. One boy I remember at secondary school was supremely average. He never got told off. Never swore. Never dressed terribly, or very well. He was neat. He was bland.

No artist sets out to create the bland but they may aim for ambiguity. I confess I'm partial to ambiguity myself. That's very different from doing my best but feeling ambiguous about the result. I know full well that many texts I use in my vispo are ambiguous. Good. I like letting you, the viewer, interpret their meaning. I also like meaningless text which is still funny or potentially profound. One that could go either way is good as far as I'm concerned. 

A piece such as the one above may be considered 'pure' vispo. No words. In that mode, to include an actual word would be a sell-out! Not that I'm normally 'puritanical' in my vispo, as you'll have noticed. I still have a great love for words, albeit in minimalist form, as opposed to actual poems (god forbid!) or fiction. Much vispo, especially in history, uses only words, but that is not my favourite style. I like the combination of legible text and abstract letter shapes, clusters, lines. Regarding that, I am definitely unambiguous. 

TTFN

Sunday, 2 August 2026

Vispo: Thought does not control misfortune / The impenetrability of other people's lives



That's a profound title. I must have got it from a book because I'm incapable of profound thoughts. I almost had some the other day whilst lying in bed. I was contemplating the impenetrability of another person's life with regards to accessing how they live, think, act and it struck me as a vast territory, them on the horizon and between us mountains, perhaps deserts, even oceans, all impossible to cross. That's as far as I got.
 

Saturday, 25 July 2026

Vispo: Antisocial / Being antisocial / The self-belief of an artist

 

Antisocial, RTomens, 2026

"Don't be antisocial" someone once said to me. A girlfriend...when we were supposedly being sociable but I didn't find the company agreeable. Instead of being rude, I clammed up. Confronted with either blatant ignorance or plain stupidity I tend to clam up. Or I used to, back when I knew more than two people, socially. 

I'm not inclined towards being rude...actively. But. Yes, being quiet can be rude. I'm a temperamental artist - ha-ha! That's my excuse. No. It's not. I don't have one other than the genes I was born with...if they determine character, which I think they...might?  

It's not that I've ever felt a sense of superiority, you understand...except when in the company of common people who are not artists! Ha-ha! I must stop making those kinds of jokes...you'll take me seriously, perhaps. If anything I play my talents down. Arrogance is not a virtue, after all. Who is more annoying than the braggart blowing his (it's usually a 'him') own trumpet for all to hear. I wouldn't mind if that metaphorical trumpet signalled a talent on a par with Louis Armstrong, but it rarely does.  

Yet bragging, I'm sure, gets people places. After all, who's going to buy a timid, insecure soul? What do they project? Weakness? A lack of self-belief? To sell oneself one must be in promotional mode! Yes, it's true. I have rarely been in a position of having to sell myself, unless you count job interviews and in those, I suppose I did try to be the 'right person for the job'. Unfortunately, most of those jobs were ones I didn't want in the first place.

How does an artist sell him/herself in a world where they feel they don't belong? By 'artist' I mean creatively inclined, which immediately places someone outside normality. Because society may only embrace the successful artist, ironically. The struggling one is of no use. He/she is unappealing! Look at them,trying to make a go of...what? Being an artist? The fool! Their chances of success are virtually zero! A mug's game! So my dear ol' dad would tell me regularly, without ever saying 'mug' because that wasn't in his vocabulary. Instead he offered what he considered to be sound advice, which was to get a trade. It probably was sound advice to a working class boy. Like all sound parental advice, I ignored it.

Thursday, 23 July 2026

Mind Games booklet for sale!

 


I have a few copies of my booklet, Mind Games, left over. It's available to purchase on eBay.

Monday, 20 July 2026

The Eternaut by Héctor Germán Oesterheld and Francisco Solano López.

 


A new arrival. You can read about it here. I had to show the design because books this handsome don't come along very often. Well done Fantagraphics




Poetry Day at the library / Visual pooetry? Those crazy kids!



Who could resist a poetry party? I could, actually, except I was invited to take part by Jim Pennington - great interview with him on the Thomas Pynchon site here . He manned the mimeograph machine, running through stencils made by anyone who wanted to take part. Below is one example. I reversed the photo to make the thought bubble readable, although I'm sure, you being so smart, had I left it you'd be able to work out the reversed word. As usual with Jim's demos, people were thrilled to watch the magic happen as their work was rolled out. God knows why but a woman wanted to sketch me and that was mimeographed too. Christ! Do I really look like that? I fear the likeness was incredible. 


The Beast was there for anyone to use and it proved popular with kids. Of course, they would love a weird machine that they'd never seen before; one which, by prodding a letter, it appeared on the paper as if by magic! I was there in a supervisory capacity rather than encouraging them to do anything creative. I could have done that, of course, but preferred to let them do their own thing.


Doing their own thing meant, for one girl, writing this...


...and so visual pooetry was born! I would use the term but it might tempt some people to suggest that, yes, my work is shit...

Monday, 13 July 2026

Collage: Develop Creative Powers / Were you born to make art? / Rhapsody in Video - a very scarce Nam June Paik book!

Develop Creative Powers, RTomens, 2026

Yes, I try, I TRY to develop my creative powers - those latent (dormant?), inherent, even? It can be taken two ways: develop what you have...or...actually develop some where there were none...right? Oh that ol' question: born with art right in you, or develop it through...interests? Parental encouragement? Teachers? Ah, those poor teachers at my secondary school...they did try...but what a disappointment I must have been, to the Art teacher in particular, who could see some talent, let's say aptitude, but could he get me to knuckle down and get the qualifications needed to go to college? What do you think? Yeah, me, the rebel without a cause.

I lean towards the born-with-it idea. Why? What else explains my drive to draw at the age of 10? Certainly not parental encouragement. My folks were not creative in the slightest. No-one in my family was artistic. They watched the telly whilst I drew pictures in the same living-room. So it went. Rush out of school once the final bell had been rung and into Work. 

I haven't made art consistently since leaving school. There were fallow periods when I was probably too depressed about my working life to do anything creative. Still, during Punk I made a few zines. For some reason I was attracted to writing more than art as the 80s dawned. So I set about writing novels and poetry. I even bought a typewriter. My handwriting has never been great. A few poems were published in workshop zines. I read poetry some on stages around the Aylesbury area. And so on.

You can teach Art but can you teach someone to be an artist? What's the difference? Perhaps there isn't one. I used to think being an artist was a lifetime's impulse to create...an overriding urge...a need? Now, I'm not sure. Someone could be that driven artist for just a few years, then stop because...they no longer felt the urge...or a career took over...or family life took over...etc. I make no grand claims to being a 'dedicated' artist. I mean, I don't pretend to be...anything...except a man striving to maintain some sense of equilibrium...against the odds stacked in favour of going crazy when confronted with...everything from daily life to political conflict...and seeing Mars bars gradually shrink in size. I swear, it's not that my hands have got bigger since I scoffed one as a child! 

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Here's an  incredibly rare book, Rhapsody in Video. It's unusual not to find more than one page about a book about such a well-known artist. I've searched but not been able to find any except this one


It's here.

Tuesday, 7 July 2026

Vispo: I Have Found Fear / Taylor Swift and visual poetry / London Interzone - 3-day William Burroughs event / Comic strip print

I Have Found Fear, RTomens, 2026

I was wondering if Taylor Swift liked visual poetry so I asked AI and here's what it said...
 

My private joke now exposed to the world! Have I no shame? I found the answer amusing; the way AI twisted the genre to fit Taylor Swift. Of course, yes, another medium can provide examples of 'visual poetry'. Tarkovsky in film, Van Morrison's Astral Weeks etc. To my surprise, the reference above to Swift's Tortured Poets Department lead me to the video for the single and her lyric captured below.


Who indeed. She's known some bohemians has Taylor. Well, the character in the song has. Perhaps her reference to and use of a typewriter in the video boosted the typewriter's popularity? Have sales rocketed worldwide now? Do Swifties plague their parents for a typewriter? Would they actually use it more than once? They do make nice home decorations, don't they? That is true. I don't blame anyone for succumbing to the lure of a lovely-looking machine just to put on top of their sideboard. Mine's a bit big, though, for a decorative object. And, let's be honest, too ugly. 

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I designed this poster for London Interzone. I'm not sure how many tickets are left for each day. 

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Sunday, 5 July 2026

Vispo/print: Can't Find My Mind (version) / Be creative every day...for your health! / I Was A Crazy Beatnik! / Pull My Daisy film

Can't Find My Mind, RTomens, 2026

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'Daily participation in the arts is as important to health as getting five-a-day or 10,000 steps, one of Britain’s most influential scientists has said.
   Prof Daisy Fancourt, of University College London, recently became the first ever associate scientist for the Royal Albert Hall, and is determined to prove that the arts are vital for well-being.
   She recently published a paper showing that reading, listening to music or visiting a gallery or museum may slow the pace of ageing, but the effects of art engagement are vast, ranging from boosting mental health to lowering blood pressure.
   “The message is that we need do something artistic or creative every day, even it’s only for a few minutes,” she told The Telegraph.
   “When we regularly engage in the arts it’s actually a low-intensity psychological therapy, it increases neurotransmitters like dopamine that are involved in happiness, and reduces stress hormones like cortisol. Whilst we treat them like a luxury, my research over the last 15 years has just been consistently showing me that they are much more than that – it’s a human necessity. We’ve seen the effects of big campaigns like your five-a-day of fruit and veg and get your 30 minutes of activity and your 10,000 steps, but we’ve not had those same conversations about art. There’s not been the same idea that actually 15 or 20 minutes a day of doing something creative and artistic has benefits.” '
- The  Telegraph, 04/7/2026

Nice idea, Daisy; trouble is...most folk can eat fruit or veg easily but doing something 'artistic' or 'creative'?  That could be asking too much of people. Even eating the supposed 5-a-day fruit'n'veg can be a challenge. Do bike couriers deliver fruit 'n' veg? Can I get it on an app? Does a pizza topped with pineapple on a tomato sauce base count for anything? 

According to Prof Fancourt I should be psychologically very sound - but - um  - I wonder...and dopamine? They say social media addiction is related to dopamine hits, don't they? Trouble is, it's also responsible for rage and stress. Also disappointment for the artist when his/her latest masterpiece posted for the world to admire only gets two likes, one from the partner/husband/wife and the other from that serial liker who does it only to get attention themselves - huh!

In theory the art every day idea is good, but in practice, is that full-time worker going to manage it? No time before going to work and too knackered in the evening. OK, I managed it when I worked full-time as a hospital porter, most nights, but that was due to my fantasy/belief that I was a character in Pull My Daisy. In other words, I was still a beat rebel poet/painter/writer even with an ordinary job. My mate Chris would come round and we'd be crazy beatniks for the evening. Here we are in the hospital accommodation, my little room. No cooker. A sink in the corner and a bed. You could barely swing a cat but, hey, us cats sure did swing! Ha-ha!


Joking aside, I would also recommend little creative acts every day. Use a pen/pencil and pad. Set up pages on the computer to write on. Write a poem! Draw a stupid animal. I mean, it doesn't matter if it looks stupid! Draw abstract shapes! Just be wary of posting them online because the reaction might put you off or, to be positive, be inspiring.

Here I am, talking like a friggin' life coach when I have more important things to consider like how to watch the England vs Mexico game which starts at 1am tomorrow morning. Kerouac never had such problems...


Tuesday, 23 June 2026

Vispo print: Meltdown / Heat, abstraction, visual poetry and imperfect lines

Meltdown, RTomens, 2026

We're having a heatwave in the UK - cue the collapse of schools, rail networks...and the current political leadership - ha-ha! Combine that with England playing in the World Cup tonight and it's a safe bet that there will be much booze consumed and probably a few very sick people later.

I had no intention of creating anything to do with heat when I made Meltdown this morning but as I played around with the components they took on the impression of flames. Only the impression, mind. In abstract works people naturally want to find recognisable elements. Visual poetry can be purely abstract. Much of mine tends towards it. The use of legible words contrasted with the totally illegible is a tension I like to create. In some cases, even making the letters illegible to the point where they become solely marks. In that form, is it really 'poetry' of any kind? Like art, if the maker wishes to say it is, I suppose. 

Visual poetry has always sat on the margins of art and literature. Less so in its earlier forms when wordplay was prominent, but that form evolved into a myriad of experiments with what a typewriter could produce, from dense clusters of letters to mark-making. I have my preferences when it comes to being a viewer. You can guess what they are. 

Meltdown comes from this piece: 


Once the main shape was finished I felt it needed something else, but had no ideas. LJ suggested the red lines. I wasn't sure. She offered to draw them so I let her. I should have warned her that the pens meet some resistance from a page that's already been printed on but instead I watched as she did her best. I could have strengthened to lines afterwards but decided that their frailty, in places, was a pleasing sign of the imperfect human hand sometimes. In the age of AI, imperfection is a precious thing. TTFN!

Wednesday, 17 June 2026

Vispo: untitled / The artist in the art

RTomens, 2026

As I said to LJ the other day whilst sitting in the garden, what people get with my art is not just the art itself but the whole history of my creative experience and, even, my life. That sounds pretentious as I write it, but I stand by it. What do I mean?

I mean...ingrained in every mark are the molecules of my life? Is that what I mean? Perhaps.

True or not (I've never researched it), a friend once told us that Picasso said something extraordinary when asked to make some art, instantly, by a TV presenter. He made one crude squiggle. When the presenter expressed mild disappointment, saying it only took him a few seconds, Picasso replied "No, it took me twenty-five years." 

That is what I'm saying. Anything I do now is the result of, in my case, over 50 years of making art. "So what?", you may ask. So what indeed, except that it is worth remembering that art does not really spring newborn but comes from many days/years spent thinking, imagining and creating. I don't mean to sound pompous and my claim does not mean I demand to be treated as special. I'm the last person to elevate the artist. I've no romantic notion of the artist as demi-god in a society of mere uncreative mortals. 

Punk tried to destroy the gods. It failed. Its exponents became gods themselves. But...for a while...it felt as if it was destroying all the old gods. Likewise Dada in the early-20th century. It, too, came to be worshipped and preserved as something sacred in museums around the world.

If I cite Punk and Dada as key influences I refer as much to their attitude as their creations... perhaps...since in saying that I fall into the trap of attaching a general attitude to the exponents of both whilst knowing that many individuals with varying attitudes made up both movements. Yet when looking at history we tend to simplify everything with common labels and definitions...because the reality is too complex. 

The artist in the art is different from an artist supposedly pouring his/her heart and soul into their art. I've no doubt it's been done by many if, for a minute, we accept the possibility. It's a romantic notion from another age (18th/19th century?), one of the tortured, starving artist. Can there be such an artist today? There are enough tortured people, some of whom might be artists, I suppose. Jean Dubuffet famously coined the term 'art brut' for the work of patients in psychiatric hospitals. I wonder if such hospitals encourage creativity today? It might be a good idea.

You may not see 'me' in my art or, perhaps, I am there in ways less obvious than self-portraiture or expressionism. I may be there in quotes I choose. My thinking is there...my thoughts...my taste...and so on. All that aside, everything I've ever done shapes the art.